okay..
maybe disgusting was too serious a word
oh wells
i guess people make mistakes
so do i

im so loser.
sometimes i want to say something so much
but then..
i just cant bring myself to say it

time allows you to grow. bond. understand people
including their negative side.

sometimes i really wonder if im the disgusting one
or maybe there are things that i still dont understand
about them.
and that they do things that way cos of some reason or another.

we really need to talk
and not * about others behind their back
okay..i was part of the *ing too.

power
that's what ruining all of us
if i had a choice.
i would rather not be top batch forever.
or if i could give up my post to someone who wants it
if that is what makes you happy.

so what if we're top batch.
we are just disintegrating
we've become individual people
the pieces in the puzzle that dont fit anymore

like honestly
we could do away with all the
mean things.
i shall not elaborate furthur

and to you. yea you
could you be a little more responsible
and less selfish
dammit
its like going way overboard










powerhungry people.